End of the Holidays

I've been wondering why its been so hard for me to make a post about my holidays. Everytime I try to create one, I just hit a dead end, nothing comes to mind, I'm totally clueless on what to write about. Lying on my bed with this empty 'New Post' box begging me to fill it up with words, I think I've finally found out why I've been having trouble posting what I'm doing for my holidays. Basically, it's because I haven't really been doing anything at all this whole week, or nothing out of the norm I guess.

I can't believe a week has just passed by, and class starts again tomorrow morning. Don't get me wrong, I'm really looking forward to going back to class, its a welcome distraction, but I can't help feeling like I've just wasted my holiday week instead of making the most out of it. Its like I live a life that's like a CD playing on loop, repetitive and mundane. After a while, you get sick of it and just eject the CD out to listen to whats on the radio. My life has been that same CD for the past 2 years, and it's getting quite repetitively boring.

Of course, my definition of wasting might be quite different from that of a majority of other people's. By most people's standards, I probably did do a lot during the holidays. Movie? Check. Drinking? Check. Out of the house the whole day? Check. Roaming around aimlessly in the car for hours? Check. Hang out with friends? Check. Doing things that go against my better judgement? Check.

So what exactly am I complaining about? I don't really know to be honest. I guess I just feel like I'm capable of more than just that? Everything gets pretty routine after a while, it becomes more of a norm, all the excitement is taken out of it. Frankly, I'm getting bored of everything, really fast. I've done all there is to do, more than enough times to make me sick of it. So, what really is left for me to do that would still give me that adrenaline rush?

I might be going a little out of topic here, but I don't really have much to write about the holidays, since I've been doing things that I already do every other day, be it the holidays or not. Not to downplay the things I've done, but I feel like this week has basically just flashed before me, without me achieving anything from it. The shooting weekend aside, every day of this past week has pretty much been the same old same old, being out the whole time or lazing at home, its a coin toss everyday to decide which one of those I'd do each day, not really much of a variety to the scenario, is there?

In a nutshell, my holidays could be summed up in this following sentence. Hanging out with friends way too much, spending up to five times more money than I should have, doing things I've done before way too many times and things I might not be doing anymore from now on. Yeah, that's basically the perfect summary of this whole week. Now, I never thought I'd ever say this, but thank god class starts tomorrow!!!